
ʜᴇʟʟᴏ! ɪ’ᴍ ᴊᴇꜱꜱ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴀᴋᴀ ʟᴀᴄᴋᴀᴅᴀɪꜱɪᴄᴀʟ.ᴡʜɪᴍꜱʏ!
I find writing to not only be my passion in life but also a very real way of keeping my sanity. So here as I write, if you want to read, this is how I feel and your critiques I do not need are welcome and encouraged, please!! *That last sentence is from a poem I had published back in junior high school (sans the additional rewrite after striking out it’s actual wording from then) and it is fitting with a little tweaking lolol.*
I have been writing since I could put pen to paper, everything and anything I could think up then and now I write down. The past 6 or so years have taken my life from easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy to hard knocks of epic proportions in the blink of an eye and I’ve been free falling…crashing and tumbling about trying to get some semblance of normalcy and back to my simple happiness that is my only real must have in life <my amazing kiddos are the only other aspect of my life I cannot live without>. I have been trudging uphill in the dark with a shotty navigation system that can’t seem to decide if it is wanting to hinder my progress or aid my way to at least a safe and sane destination. I’d like to say that after having my son, the third of my children and first boy albeit 10 years after my youngest daughter!, that things are back on track and smooth sailing ahead. I thought I was headed that way with my youngest daughter back living with me all of 2020 and then right up until the birth of her little brother when she went to stay with her sister’s (my eldest’s) dad’s family while I did the hospital during covid to give birth and was promptly abducted by her father who had abandoned her completely refusing to even take her calls the year prior…. and my oldest daughter I haven’t spoken to since they left that day to go to my ex husband’s like she did after every weekend since she stayed with us every weekend and there weekdays… 10 and a half months later and no idea why everything went from trusting my “family” whom I had stayed every holiday at their home these past few years after befriending my ex husband’s future wife and them including us ever since until now apparently with not a word as to why…?
So the lessons I’ve learned along the way, my experiences that I hope can help others have a better chance if ever in the same predicament, humor, some AA/NA step work, trial and error in all sorts of aspects of life, relationships, being a mom, etc., and an “ask me anything” section are what are included in my dopefiend.blog “Labeled a Dopefiend” pages and currently in the works on this scribbles4sanity.blog bloggery by me!
If you’ve got a question for me you’d like an answer to by me that I’ll post or any inquiries that you’d like just a personal response to head on over to my contact page and send me a note. I’m willing to answer any question about myself or about life in general that you’d like to hear my opinion on. I’m nobody special and writing and momming are my specialties but I’ve lived a lot of life that most people never experience and met a lot of people and heard their experiences along the way to help pull from for responses to anything you want to throw my way.
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